Yup, it has been so long since I've updated this blog. I was in a slump before and wasting my time mostly on Youtube videos, TV shows and movies stealing, fanfic making and studying. Notice that studying is put at the last place there.
I really have no idea what to do with this blog. Should I review more fanfic? Reviews the Tokusatsu instead? Anything else? I was in a great creator's block. Or you could say, blogger's blog??
Nah... bad one.
Either way, I also kinda busy with fanfic building myself, perhaps why even reviewing others' works seems heavy to me. It is probably stemming from my own jealousy toward all of those awesome writers out there that gets a lot of great reviews not just on the borderlines of "this is good" or "update soon" or "more plz!". Like, actual reviews with words and stuff.
So I try my best to make my own fics. Guess the result. They are all bad. So bad they got no reviews. Not even subscriptions.
But that never really hurt me or anything. I was like, "maybe if I make more chapters with good story telling, they'll found my stories good?"
Then again, I never really did much chapters like my first fanfic. I ended up getting more blocks and ended up making more new fanfics.
Still, that doesn't really stop me or anything. As much as I love to create more ideas, I love writing a lot more.
But this year is just... a big year for me as a writer. It is my first time engaging haters.
Wow, I have no idea what my fic did that tick them off so bad that they start spewing flames all over me. I was like, "oh shit, what did I do wrong? Is it my story telling? the plot? the characters? Probably the characters. They are badly written after all."
They are all OCs after all. I wasn't fully aware of how much hatred those people against them.
But you know something that made me curious? Why now? What happen to all of those times when the reviews are nothing but empty silence? Why is the glorious Fanfiction.net has become Youtube somehow?
I got stuff like, "You suck. Your OC is just a self insert. I suggest do this and that. Delete your story."
OH MY GOD!!!
What the fuck is wrong with these people!? That's just the first chapter for a continuous story. Can't you wait for at least 2 chapters in? Why being savage here??
I ended up feeling depressed and did what I hate certain authors did; deleting fics.
I delete some I just couldn't care anymore, make an entirely new story around them, post it for the public to hate.
I was wondering stuff along the way.
If you hate those fics, why can't you just ignore them? The button back on your browser has a reason for being there, you know? You are not being forced to read them.
Also, WHY HIDING AS GUESTS? Are you commenting as a reader only? You don't have an account? Can't make your own story if you hate others so much? Scared I'm sending trolls responds to you? I AM NOT AS LOW AS YOU. YOU CAN GO BACK TO YOUR MOM'S BASEMENT FOR ALL I CARE, YOU MISTAKES OF THE UNIVERSE!
Suggesting how I did my stuff!!?? Hello, who's the writer here? You think I made those on a whim? Kinda true, but all the main points have been fleshed out by yours truly!
It's not like your suggestion is that great either. I'm not hating your words, but at least understand that I want to may MY story, not YOURS.
And delete my story? How about you delete your memory about my fictions? Do you even have any authority to do that?
I know this is internet, where it is the living place of some of the most idiotic people ever. But how much of an idiot you guys are to understand the limits of your words?
I hope you guys know that the internet is supposed to train you on how to speak to real people, not creating a second personality of a rage monkeys while maintaining your PUSSY ASS MIND OUTSIDE OF THE COMPUTER!
Please, just let me make my own stories the way I want it to be. It doesn't matter how bad it is, or how suck it is, it shouldn't be yours to care about. We can accept gays, lesbians, transsexual, but we can't accept people with bad writings? How petty can you be?
Reflect on your own self, SNAIL SHIT.
From: The guy who just want to enjoy writing weird and original (kinda) stuff.
To: ALL OF THE HUMAN-SHAPED SHITS
Also to: Smart people in the internet that know how to respect others feelings. You guys are the only people I can trust.
